the monologue.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

♥ 13:00

great music.
cool moves.
cute face.
what more could u ask for.
=DD

so just hold on
and it wont take long

Saturday, October 24, 2009

♥ 16:48

im twenty one! =)

i call this year a surprising year.

many surprises and well,

heartbreaking news and events.

but im grateful though,

'cause as bad things happen,

good things follow as well.

so it's balanced, kinda.

ok let's see,

i have 5 parts for this birthday.

rah's part 1:

was quite an exciting experience.

curiosity kicked in at the right time,

but embarrassment brought a closure.

i needn't elaborate more.

what's done is done

and im contented with what i've gone through.

well, at least not the worst. hahah.

but it's gonna be the first and the last.

thanks pabos. =)

ohoh and the whipped cream! hahahh.

(it was super slimey on the face. tsk.)

rah's part 2:

whoa! this one's overwhelming.

i was punk'd, totally.

was shocked.

was filled with a mixture of emotions.

i didn't know how to react

when i saw many familiar faces lookin at me,

some giggling, some smiling.

i was really really happy though,

for all who came.

for all who were willing to wear the 'rah-tee'.

for the great effort making the 'rah-tee'.

for all the wonderful pressies.

for all the decorations and balloons.

for the huge lana choc cake.

for the yummy food.

for all the greetings and laughter and fun.

and last but not least,

for the push into the pool, twice. hahah!

thank y'all for everything. =)

rah's part 3:

dinner for the girls at verve bar&bistro.

nice setting.

great ambience.

superb food.

awesome desserts.

all in all,

a really great dinner/catch-up with you girls.

thanks for coming. =)

rah's part 4:

desserto at 2am dessertbar.

with veevee, meemee and feefee.

food was yummy.

service was good.

dessert, awesome.

don't forget our pact yah. teehee.

thanks for coming. =)

rah's part 5:

right, i actually hesitated about this decision.

to go to barstop, alone.

have a few drinks and write.

but well, i thought,

why not?

no harm trying.

and so i did.

it was pleasant.

relaxing.

great conclusion to my special day. =)

i should've brought cody down to celebrate with me though. =(

i remember hearing uncle kracker's smile during rah's part 2.

and then i realized,

all these lil things kept my smile on my face.

once again, thank y'all! =D

you make me smile

like the sun

fall out of bed,

sing like a bird

dizzy in my head,

spin like a record

crazy on a sunday night

you make me dance

like a fool

forget how to breathe

shine like gold,

buzz like a bee

just the thought of you c

an drive me wild

ohh, you make me smile

Monday, October 12, 2009

♥ 14:31

are those your eyes, is that your smile

i've been lookin' at you forever

but i never saw you before

are these your hands holdin' mine

now I wonder how i could have been so blind

such a long time ago

i had given up on findin' this emotion..

ever again

every little thing that you do

baby, im amazed by you.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

♥ 18:14

last week..

we had bbq at my house

for grandma's birthday!

happy birthday grandma! =D

bacon wrapped mushrooms

and more portobello mushrooms!

dad bought raffleshotel's mooncake,

snow-skinned ones.

the champagne one was particularly yummy! =D

that lil boy over there's michael, my nephew. =)

we played tennis.

sucha wrist-aching sport. hahahh. but kinda fun.

my dearest cody's trademark pose!

come, i help u shape ur eyebrows.

090909
wednesday

garlic tomato risotto

bacon wrapped portobello mushrooms

salmon wrapped portobello mushrooms

green capsicum

green peas

kambing soup

mint choya mojito

tiramisu

those are what we had.

and additionally,

mom's curry veg and potato&luncheon in tomato sauce.

the pabotic bongs. we had a great time, on this very special day, 090909. =D

blueberries are good for u. trust me.

trying to find

find that all elusive piece of mind

stuck here somehow

shrouded beneath my fear and doubt

and i dont need it

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

♥ 17:33

how i wish i could bring my duvet over.
i feel like im in antarctica, without the very strong wind.
oh, because there's a polar bear living here, you see.
hmm..
maybe i could bring my sleeping bag and zip myself up.
or invent a warming chair.
hmm..

Sunday, September 6, 2009

♥ 23:14

sarah's very tired.

gg came back as a really big moth, a palm-size one just on the day that we're gona leave for thailand. miss him.

one saturday, cla n i went for a haircut. heh heh.

on another saturday,

had a bbq.

was mom's friend, chris's birthday.

and of course,

we cant miss out the bacon wrapped mushrooms

n portobello mushrooms!

yum!

angel, mom's friend ester's daughter. cute! look very much like the mom.

one sunday, went to ion with sandfly. it's been a long time since i had fish&co.

you're stuck on me

and my laughing eyes

i cant pretend

though i try to hide

♥ 21:40

thailand trip

06aug-10aug

day 1- ayuthia

stayed over at uncle viroon's house.

very kampong feel.

but with aircon. ahahah.

see the shreddy thingy? it's like shredded sugar with popiah-like skin. sweet!

uncle viroon's brother's grandson. cute!

we lunched at some really really nice place. great view too!

that hotplate tofu with cheese n egg was awesome! i wana have that again! oh n that corn over there, was really sweet i finished the whole thing, for the very first time.